So I am holding firm at my first goal weight – but then my brother had to go and tell me that my now exciting goal weight is his current weight! YUCK! I hate him – I hate me! He offered to have me come workout at his house 2 nights a week and I may take him up on it. He will be like Jillian and keep me motivated. I have to stop self-sabotaging! I have to get over this or I am never gonna feel better!